Everything I gave you

I gave you everything
I want it back
all of it
right now
even all these years later
unless
you don’t have it anymore
all tossed long ago
me
baggage you didn’t want to carry
the way I carry you
suede smell of must now
before wheels
heavy, before words
broke, the handle
I carry the whole
arms wrapped around
back bent throbbing
my heart
I want it all back
all of it
right now